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7 months 3 days ago

In every man sleeps a prophet, and when he wakes there is a little more evil in the world.

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7 months 3 days ago

Irons and the unbreathable air of this world strip us of everything, except the freedom to kill ourselves; and this freedom grants us a strength and pride to triumph over the loads which overwhelm us.

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7 months 3 days ago

In a single second we do away with all seconds; God himself could not do as much.

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7 months 3 days ago

But, braggart demons, we postpone our end: how could we renounce the display of our freedom, the show of our pride?

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7 months 3 days ago

This is how I recognize an authentic poet: by frequenting him, living a long time in the intimacy of his work, something changes in myself, not so much my inclinations or my tastes as my very blood, as if a subtle disease had been injected to alter its course, its density and nature. To live around a true poet is to feel your blood run thin, to dream a paradise of anemia, and to hear, in your veins, the rustle of tears.

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7 months 3 days ago

The notion of nothingness is not characteristic of laboring humanity: those who toil have neither time nor inclination to weigh their dust; they resign themselves to the difficulties or the doltishness of fate; they hope: hope is a slave's virtue.

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7 months 3 days ago

Even when he turns from religion, man remains subject to it; depleting himself to create false gods, he then feverishly adopts them; his need for fiction, for mythology triumphs over evidence and absurdity alike.

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7 months 3 days ago

His power to adore is responsible for all his crimes: a man who loves a god unduly forces other men to love his god, eager to exterminate them if they refuse.

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7 months 3 days ago

By capitulating to life, this world has betrayed nothingness. . . . I resign from movement, and from my dreams. Absence! You shall be my sole glory. . . . Let "desire" be forever stricken from the dictionary, and from the soul! I retreat before the dizzying farce of tomorrows. And if I still cling to a few hopes, I have lost forever the faculty of hoping.

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7 months 3 days ago

Your suffering like your fate is without motive. To suffer, truly to suffer, is to accept the invasion of ills without the excuse of causality, as a favor of demented nature, as a negative miracle...

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7 months 3 days ago

Since it is difficult to approve the reasons people invoke, each time we leave one of our 'fellow men', the question which comes to mind is invariably the same: how does he keep from killing himself?

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7 months 3 days ago

What surrounds us we endure better for giving it a name - and moving on.

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7 months 3 days ago

Society is not a disease, it is a disaster. What a stupid miracle that one can live in it.

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7 months 3 days ago

Life inspires more dread than death - it is life which is the great unknown.

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7 months 3 days ago

Ennui is the echo in us of time tearing itself apart.

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7 months 3 days ago

Reality is a creation of our excesses.

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7 months 3 days ago

Life creates itself in delirium and is undone in ennui.

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7 months 3 days ago

Each of us is born with a share of purity, predestined to be corrupted by our commerce with mankind, by that sin against solitude.

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7 months 3 days ago

We die in proportion to the words we fling around us.

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7 months 3 days ago

Anyone who speaks in the name of others is always an impostor.

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7 months 3 days ago

Life is possible only by the deficiencies of our imagination and memory.

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7 months 3 days ago

Chaos is rejecting all you have learned. Chaos is being yourself.

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7 months 3 days ago

Man starts over again everyday, in spite of all he knows, against all he knows.

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7 months 3 days ago

By all evidence we are in the world to do nothing.

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7 months 3 days ago

Philosophy: impersonal anxiety; refuge among anemic ideas.

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7 months 3 days ago

We define only out of despair, we must have a formula... to give a facade to the void.

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7 months 3 days ago

Nothing proves that we are more than nothing.

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7 months 3 days ago

We are afraid of the enormity of the possible.

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7 months 3 days ago

So long as man is protected by madness he functions and flourishes, but when he frees himself from the fruitful tyranny of fixed ideas, he is lost, ruined.

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7 months 3 days ago

The universal view melts things into a blur.

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7 months 3 days ago

Truths begin by a conflict with the police - and end by calling them in.

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7 months 3 days ago

At different degrees, everything is pathology, except for indifference.

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7 months 3 days ago

Intelligence flourishes only in the ages when belief withers.

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7 months 3 days ago

To Live signifies to believe and hope - to lie and to lie to oneself.

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7 months 3 days ago

When we cannot be delivered from ourselves, we delight in devouring ourselves.

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7 months 3 days ago

Vague a l'ame - melancholy yearning for the end of the world.

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7 months 3 days ago

You are forgiven everything provided you have a trade, a subtitle to your name, a seal on your nothingness.

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7 months 3 days ago

Try to be free: you will die of hunger.

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7 months 3 days ago

I find in myself as much evil as in anyone, but detesting action - mother of all vices - I am the cause of no one's suffering.

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7 months 3 days ago

History shows that the thinkers who mounted on the top of the ladder of questions, who set their foot on the last rung, that of the absurd, have bequeathed to posterity only an example of sterility.

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7 months 3 days ago

History proves nothing because it contains everything.

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7 months 3 days ago

Nothing is indefensible - from the absurdest proposition to the most monstrous crime.

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7 months 3 days ago

Why do you lack the strength to escape the obligation to breathe?

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7 months 3 days ago

At the edge of life you feel that you are no longer master of the life within you, that subjectivity is an illusion, and that uncontrollable forces are seething inside you, evolving with no relation to a personal center or a definite, individual rhythm.

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essay 2 - On not wanting to live
7 months 3 days ago

I ask myself; Why is it that only some people suffer? Why are only some selected from the ranks of normal people and put on the torture rack? Some religions maintain that God is trying us through suffering, or that we expiate evil and unbelief through it. If such an explanation can satisfy the religious man, it is not sufficient for anyone who notices that suffering is arbitrary and unjust, because the innocent often suffer most. There is no valid justification for suffering. Suffering has no hierarchy of values.

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in essay: the monopoly of suffering
7 months 3 days ago

The most interesting aspect of suffering is the sufferer's belief in its absoluteness. He believes he has a monopoly on suffering. I think that I alone suffer, that I alone have the right to suffer, although I also realize that there are modalities of suffering more terrible than mine, pieces of flesh falling from the bones, the body crumbling under one's very eyes, monstrous, criminal , shameful sufferings. One asks oneself, How can this be, and if it be, how can one still speak of finality and other such old wives' tales? Suffering moves me so much that I lose all my courage. I lose heart because I do not understand why there is suffering in the world.

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in essay: the monopoly of suffering
7 months 3 days ago

Maybe suffering has no more justification than life.

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7 months 3 days ago

No one commits suicide for external reasons, only because of inner disequilibrium. Under similar adverse circumstances, some are indifferent, some are moved, some are driven to suicide.

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7 months 3 days ago

Why don't I commit suicide? Because I am as sick of death as I am of life.

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7 months 3 days ago

I don't need any support, advice, or compassion, because even if I am the most ruinous man, I still feel so powerful, so strong and fierce. For I am the only one that lives without hope.

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